At 17 my depression and agoraphobia was at it's peak, 19 my family became homeless and moved to Oklahoma, 20 my father drank and gambled our home away again and finally before I was 21 my mother left him after 23 years in an abusive relationship. The whole time Bts came out with music that really spoke to me. No one ever told me "it's going to be okay." Or "It's going to get better". But it felt like I had 7 people telling me that one day everything would be okay. Now at late 2019 my family has our own apartment, a car, more than we've ever had. I haven't seen my dad in almost a year and I'm starting to be okay with that. Bts was once one of my only outlets of happiness and light. I don't think it's fair to call that stupid because I would've ended up in a very dark place.