It’s shitty when people don’t understand it’s not easy waking up. And I’m sorry I’m not happy. It’s who I am. I am a mess I’m trying to get better. But I can’t have people judging me and yelling at me for having to be happy. And there nothing wrong with my life. I didn’t choose to be like this. I don’t want to be like this anymore trust me. People just leave cause there sick of my shit. I mean I’m use to it. But I don’t want that I don’t want temporary people anymore.