Feeling a little depressed tonight/this morning I found out a friend passed early this week... She just had a baby in November. And I'm thinking of missed opportunities and lack of them while tapping a bottle of vodka.

So my head is feeling heavy, my eyes are irritated, and I'm depressed.

Life at fifty isn't much different than at sixteen

Of coarse it doesn't help that I'm also trying to quit smoking again so I'm a tad moody like my teenage kid