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    doctortease

    This is kind of unusual and personal for me, but this is also the only identity where I really talk about kink, so. Pardon the digression.

    I’m a pretty typical top in bed. I like control, I like getting a reaction, I like the illusion of power; aside from a couple very specific circumstances, I don’t have much of a submissive side, and I have always struggled to understand why anyone would want to receive pain as part of sex. Isort of got it abstractly: endorphins, adrenaline, heightened pleasure from sensory contrast. Not to imply the two are always connected, but I’ve dabbled lightly in self-harm in the past, so I know a little about the relief involved in externalization too. But emotionally… I couldn’t get there. I just figured I could respect other people’s kinks without needing to understand them, and hey, if my mild sadistic interests matched up with someone else’s masochism, great.

    Until this weekend.

    You and I are very close friends but we live a long way apart. This was one of the few times a year we get to see each other, and the flirting had turned up quite a bit, and when you drink you get tend to sock me in the arm and get a little bite-happy. This time you gave me one serious, deliberate punch, and then you bit me in the same spot. Hard. Hard enough to leave marks.

    I laughed about it, but it made my heart kick. I wanted more.

    It became a game. We’d be in a crowd, or at the bar, or just around the corner from a group of friends, and we’d catch each other’s eyes and you’d pinch me. Or punch me. Or, once in a while, find a soft place and bite down. The first time I was just excited to have your attention, but soon the harder you bit the better it felt. I got cold chills and goosebumps all over.

    I have quite a bit of height on you, and you are sweet and kind, so we do not present the most obvious form for this dynamic. That’s part of my fascination with it. I never expected to be walking around with my public face on, cheerfully looming over you, thrumming with excitement inside and thinking fuck, I hope she hurts me again soon.

    I’m not claiming this is the universal masochist experience or anything, but I get it now. I don’t bruise easily, and the marks on your favorite spot–just below the shoulder of my right arm–are already gone. But I can still feel the soreness when I push it. I want it to last. I want to be able to touch part of my body, and remember, and feel where you were.

    m--shea

    If you want to talk about it, I was curious if you’ve seen her since this post, and if so, what happened. 

    20vswitch-deactivated20150205

    On the Streets of Germany 3rd June

    Some poor lass is taking it up the ass, completely nude. The Female figure based on my own reference. ^_^;

    taming-a-tomboy

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    Now that she has allowed him to fuck her in a public place, she will get the fourth and final set of links tattooed onto her right arm, and will declare herself fully tamed.

    m--shea

    For the story, not the picture. 

    imasubmisiveslut-deactivated201

    I get one spank on each check for every note…

    imasubmisiveslut

    Only 9? Reblog, comment, like…Please give me spanks!

    m--shea

    I don't know why I didn't give this pic a higher priority, to help ensure that I would add notes more swiftly, yet I did not. Alas.

    How did it turn out? ;)