I’m still in love with you, and I probably always will be. It’s messed up, really. I pray that you meet a nice girl with pretty hair, and I hope she always puts you first. God knows I never did. I hope she shows up for you, and I hope she loves all the same things as you. I hope she understands the things you talk about, and never has to just nod and smile to make you happy. I hope I made you happy. I miss you, and I always will. I hope some day you tell me that everything I want for you came true. All I ever want is for you to be so happy you never want for anything. I hope the next girl you fall in love with is your forever. But I can’t thank you enough for letting me be the first.