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NOT SPOILER FREE
After reading Jermaine’s book, I just can’t help but to feel sad when I look at this scene. He mentions (what could of been this day) the time that Michael only showed up to see the pyrotechnics after being confronted by AEG at his home for missing rehearsals prior to this. I can’t help but to wonder what’s really going through his mind at this moment.. these rehearsals probably aren’t what we presumed them to be.
“…he felt belittled on several occasions and he was also yelled at, as witnessed by people there.On one occasion, he deliberately spoke into his mic one day as he walked offstage and muttered: “I just want someone to be nice to me today.” And a voice from the floor yelled back: “If we could just have a coherent person here today!” “They wouldn’t speak to me like that if Joseph was here.” Michael muttered off mic.“
- You Are Not Alone (Jermaine Jackson)
Yall like for real this made me cry. This made me want to shoot every stupid motherfucker that ever said something wrong to Michael during this time. And now sadly he’s gone I hope it’s eating their asses alive to the point were they regret those days that treated such a beautiful person do wrong for money that couldn’t fix their ugly ass souls anyway.
Michael Jackson’s “They Don’t Care About Us“ (Prison Version)
Think about it, he was influential, rich, powerful, well read, and cultured. He tried to wake us up, and what did they do? They made him out to be some child molesting freak who hated his skin color. They don’t always use bullets to assassinate you…
reaaaaalllly fucking sensitive. that's maybe why they can get angry pretty fast, because they just take shit too personal sometimes, and they can't deal with it. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, they're actually fucking adorable and smol little beans who just crave love.
very care-free and they do not care about a single shitt. they're very hard-working though and they try to get shit done, but they are also very lazy, which isn't really surprising.. they are also very quick to anger, just like aries.
gemini isn't THAT two-faced like people think. they're just moody. they can get easily annoyed and that's why their mood can change pretty fast.
they're pretty obsessed with themselves and they can be really fucking cocky. they secretly like to make others suffer and make them feel shitty. they do it very slowly and careful though, so people won't notice it.
really insecure, but never shows their insecure side bc they still want to shine in the spotlight, without people noticing their flaws, if they even have them because most leo's are flawless af.
they tend to worry a lot, still they don't really care about shit. i know that it sounds weird, but it's true! well, at least for the virgo's i know in real life. they tend to worry a lot about their work and school stuff, but they don't really do anything for it, but they also don't really care. however, they always seem to make everything perfect.
they are reallllyyyyyy insecure in their relationships. they're usually a pro at relationships, but they are really insecure about it and they often don't know how to deal with them, or what to do with them.
they are perfectionists. i don't really know if it's surprising, but they are perfectionists. i mean, they are very ambitious and that isn't a surprising fact, but just like virgo, they want everything to be perfect.
they are soft little beaaans. don't hurt them please. they seem really tough and strong, but they're realy sensitive. NEVER SHOWS IT THOUGH. you will never know when they're sad or anything, they always want to stay positive and happy, so they do.
they seem to be emotionless and insensitive, but that's just because they want to be like that. they don't want all these feelings and emotions. but everyone has them, so they do too, but they try to hide it with sarcasm and sometimes even with anger.
they have LOTS and LOTS of emotions floating in their head and heart and they just don't know what to do with it, so they just let their emotions destroy them, without saying a word. i don't know if it is a surprising fact, but i think it is.
isn't that innocent than most people think they are. they have a weapon which is called, baby face. they have this innocent little face that makes you think that they're all niceee and sweeeet buT NO. they're really good at backstabbing.