how to tell if I'm sad again

    •I don’t respond to your texts for days

    •I don’t respond to your texts for hours

    •I don’t respond to your texts at all

    •I respond with short answers

    •I sound disinterested in our conversations, texting or not

    •I don’t eat/drink/talk as much as usual

    •I stare out into space more than often

    •I stay in one place/a few places for long periods of time without moving v much

    •I lose track of time

    •I rub my head/eyes as if I have a migraine

    •I talk more quietly than normal

    •I don’t talk abt myself at all

    •I make cynical comments, especially abt my existence

    •I sleep too much or too little

    this is not just me, though. these are common signs/things to be aware of and look for in people/friends/family members struggling w depression. stay safe, and stay aware.

    the weirdest thing about the education system is that pretty much every teenager ever is so stressed out about schools that they pray for disasters or fake illness or try to kill themselves and yet nobody has ever thought to themselves “hey maybe our system is flawed” and instead all they ever think is “kids these days are so lazy and selfish” like what the fuck is up with that man


    Girls put so much work into their nudes. They wear nice lace underwear, with the lighting on point, getting all the right angles. While guys with dicks take the ugliest nudes. Crusty genitals wrapped in underwear they haven’t changed out of since 1864, looking like uncooked sausage left on the streets to spoil.




    “uncooked sausage left on the streets to spoil”




    I just heard this woman say “you procrastinate because you are afraid of rejection. It’s a defence mechanism, you are trying to protect yourself without even trying.” and I think I just realized what was wrong with me.


    Yep, this is a very, very common reason for procrastinating.  It’s also why procrastination, even though it’s often associated with laziness, is a fairly common trait in a lot of people with anxiety and perfectionism issues.




    A lot of people ask me what my biggest fear is, or what scares me most. And I know they expect an answer like heights, or closed spaces, or people dressed like animals, but how do I tell them that when I was 17 I took a class called Relationships For Life and I learned that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it. That their lover’s once endearing stubbornness has now become refusal to compromise and their one track mind is now immaturity and their bad habits that you once adored is now money down the drain. Their spontaneity becomes reckless and irresponsible and their feet up on your dash is no longer sexy, just another distraction in your busy life. Nothing saddens and scares me like the thought that I can become ugly to someone who once thought all the stars were in my eyes.


    Everytime I read this it fucks me up more.


    if a girl wants to talk to you every minute of the day, wants to talk on the phone to hear your voice, wants you to send her pictures because she likes seeing your face, wants to introduce you to her friends and family, willing to travel distance for you, wants to smother you with affection, waits for you no matter how long, sticks by your side no matter how much wrong you’ve done

    like dude she fucking loves you man dont fucking waste a good girl like that