@0nly1life2live
Live fast, Die Pretty
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2016-04-23 23:06:25

    I LIIIIVE for those nights when you got nothing going on and so you like take a shower and deep condition your hair and shave everything and lotion yourself up and you like throw on your coziest jammies and give yourself a facial and light candles and incense and watch Netflix and listen to music and just like chill all night in your cleanest most relaxed state

    I wish I didn’t hate myself so much that every single compliment I receive feels like an argument. I wish I didn’t feel so unsettled at the idea of someone thinking highly of me. I wish I didn’t feel uncomfortable when someone calls me beautiful and I wish I didn’t want to argue like I have a point to prove about how stupid I am when someone calls me smart. I wish I didn’t hate myself so much that I can’t understand why anyone would ever fall in love with me. I wish I didn’t hate myself so much.

    I hope you find someone who never makes you question your own self worth. I hope you find someone who chases your happiness as much as their own. I hope you find someone who supports you in the things you are passionate about. I hope you find someone who you can laugh with, and sit in silence with and share your deepest secrets with. I hope you find someone who is your lover, your partner and your friend. I hope you find someone who treats you as their equal, who learns and grows with you and beside you. I hope you find someone who appreciates all the tiny details that make up who you are. I hope you find someone who respects your heart, your family and your values. I hope you find someone who reminds you that you deserve the love you give.