I wish it weren't rude to be absent socially or emotionally from people for any length of time . I don't get how you aren't allowed to drift in and out of ppls lives it's literally like tides of the ocean and ppl equate it to toxic behaviour because they get so heated about being abandoned or whatever . like chill. everyone could die at any minute . if I'm still alive I'm sure I'll float back thru at some stage . it's hard being everywhere for everyone all the time like . love doesn't go away just because you're not constantly involved or in contact with someone .