Been a week without, my sweet, little sister. He is dearly missed. Come back to us when the time is right, Biohazard. Much love, your big brother.

boosterthisgold

Hello, friends! It is Sova, and I have some not happy news. I'm very sorry about!

Our host is no longer host, it is me now! You won't be seeing her a lot anymore. She is not allowed to front for a while due to some issues.

If you have a questions, feel free to ask me if i can help, friends!!

Im sorry about this, if u see us online it will probably be me from now on. Thank you. =]

bitchufo

Stay safe, Sova.

boosterthisgold

Thank you, friend. Your request is safe with me.

Hello, friends! It is Sova, and I have some not happy news. I'm very sorry about!

Our host is no longer host, it is me now! You won't be seeing her a lot anymore. She is not allowed to front for a while due to some issues.

If you have a questions, feel free to ask me if i can help, friends!!

Im sorry about this, if u see us online it will probably be me from now on. Thank you. =]

@somelazyassartist damn whose this prick?

Sorry for disappearing been in a the hospital a lot and. Lots of other stuff so. And I've been like. Losing the ability to read bc of constant migraines like it makes my head hurt. So. Yea. Can't text 4 long periods of time.

da local heroes !! go watch season 2 rn

A boy and his cat!!

maykitz

vote for me in the midterms and ill turn every women's restroom into a jerking off bathroom and every men's restroom into a drug bathroom

boosterthisgold

Genderfluid people rushing to the vote booths

I hate hate hate switching I hate it i hate it so much I hate coming back to answer awkward questions of things I didn't do i hate the "you were online why did you ignore me" conversation I hate missing days I hate missing interactions i hate the fact my loved ones feel betrayed and abandoned by me I hate the thought they miss me i hate how I don't even realize I've been gone i hate how I can't excuse leaving cause it makes me sound manipulative I hate leaving my friends i hate how they all probably resent me for how i dissapear I hate how my co host is an introjrct of my current comfort source and I can't enjoy it without thinking of the trauma and building some resentment for him even though he is genuinely a great guy i hate hurting people i hate being a bad person i hate not being able to be in the right i hate not being able to be a justice bringer I hate how my younger friends don't listen to me when I've been where they are and my advice can easily change their suffering i hate seeing the same exact experiences I've had and learning from them only to not be able to help others learn too i hate how none of the kind words people say about me are true i hate how i know everyone secretly wishes they havent met me because I'm never there i hate how i leave people without meaning to i hate how tired I am always so even if we were switching id still not have any energy for more than simple interactions i hate how im missing possibly my mothers final days i hate how i have no memory of head space i hate how my therapist insists she thinks I'm a system but also wants me to forve everyone to stop seeing me thay way and for me to stop identifying that way I hate how she is forcing us to integrate i hate feeling like 1000 different ppl at once because of integration i hate not knowing what is real and what is source i hate not having a stable identity i hate my loved ones not feeling loved by me

I hate it. I hate switching. I hate chronic fatigue. I hate BPD. I hate my eating disorder. I hate my addiction. I hate how fucking unreliable and inconsistent I am even thought I try so hard. I hate how ill never be the good person that is selfless and brings justice they see. I hate myself. But I am the best person to exist and only I am capable of carrying a burden like this. That is why God has plastered it onto me to be the anti-christ because no other human could carry all the hatred I have. I am the devils daughter and I should be burnt for that.

Hello, friends. I have reblogged some things. I think I am understanding how this works. =)

-Sova/Novykov

wife loving husband yeahhhh

sick parking lot horror action (gay men)

boosterthisgold

Can someone say something nice to me im liyerally at my limit I can't fucking take wtf does he mean I can't do thus shut

bitchufo

You are hot.

boosterthisgold

I say this 2 myself everyday ty very much

Can someone say something nice to me im liyerally at my limit I can't fucking take wtf does he mean I can't do thus shut

I l9ve summer gof I love summer the feet oh my god everyone's feet r on display with those sandles and flip flops oh mh God so many feet

boosterthisgold

Sometimes i forget my bf thinks of himself as a cis man bc i call this guy my wife use she/her for him sometimes he says he is both genders (jokingly but .... is it rll) he calls me his husband makes women jokes about himself ect ect but rvetitme I mention it he says he is cis... ok wifey take ur time ig🤨🤨

bitchufo

At this point I am having a gender crisis about *your* gender.

boosterthisgold

THIS IS WHAT WE CALL SOLIDARITY LISTEN AND LEARN PPL

holy shit is that trannes boonchuy

still here baby!

another day of missing s2 sasha, unfortunately