anonymous

    Do you love him more than you crave a true dom?

    I do. I would regret leaving him for a reason like this, and I care about him. But, this issue has only gotten worse and worse and I’m worried it won’t go away.

    Tumblr what do I do?!

    anonymous

    Does he have any idea of what you crave? Could you show him some posts you like and see what he thinks?

    he knows, but usually doesn’t have the time/energy...or doesn’t want the responsibility for how much I need. 

    anonymous

    What thoughts are you having all the time?

    I struggle to even put it to words. About kinky sex, being put through trials of pain, being tied up and restrained for extended periods of time...but especially being dominated mentally, by a man’s commanding depth of presence. I miss the feeling of fear mixed with arousal. There are days where all I can think of are these things, days when I feel like my purpose is to submit. I don’t know what to do with those feelings. 

    anonymous

    i wish you posted more often! what keeps you from doing so?

    i’ve been posting a little more regularly lately, but you’ll likely never see more than a couple of posts a day from me. I work and go to uni...and looking at too much of this stuff makes it hard to be disciplined. everything in moderation ;)