Getting used to it đ˝đŤ

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Diaper DesiresJust the desires of a 27 year old wanting to be diaper trained and wear diapers 24/7 but can't. So I live through other people's posts. 18+NSFW
Just the desires of a 27 year old wanting to be diaper trained and wear diapers 24/7 but can't. So I live through other people's posts. 18+NSFW
Getting used to it đ˝đŤ
It was only a matter of time now, little Aaron would soon start to loose his concept of what it meant to be a big boy. After goofing off all his life, and never taking anything seriously, he finally met his match. Heâd soon loose all this toilet privileges & big boy looking clothes would just not do, have to donate them to boys who can be responsible & actually take care of them. Aaron hated laundry and dishes and chores so instead of dealing with his rebellion his Daddy took a stern retaliation on his misbehavior and said âno more big boy anything, you donât like responsibility? Fine. You wonât get any.â And with that little Aaron huffed and whimpered as he was stripped of his man briefs and man clothes and put into a big spreading locking plastic pants. âI donât want to be a baby!â He exclaimed. âWell you shouldâve stopped to think about that when you were acting like one, crying about your responsibilities, Aaron.â And with that Daddy took his boys mouth and popped some mysterious pill down his throat. âThis will make the transition easier baby Aaron, just relax, you soon arenât gonna remember much of this resisting anymore, you soon wonât remember your Favebook password, I changed it anyway.â âWhat?! I - I - donât wanna loose myâŚâ âOh donât worry about loosing your friends baby Aaron. I already made a big post about how youâre going through a big transition and you appreciate everyoneâs patience & you hope that your true friends will accept you for who youâre becoming.â âWhen .. Do I .. What am .. I becom-â âOh weâll find out soon enough wonât we baby Aaron? Soon everyone will know youâre just an enlarged baby toddler that uses diapers everyday cuz you would otherwise wet & soil yourself; youâre gonna eat only baby food so you wonât know what solid waste feels like anymore, just warm squishy sensations; youâll forget what it feels like to pee, youâll just go and drip whenever, without really feeling anything more than a tingly feeling at the head of your boy-knob; itâll shrink in size with a low dose of reversal hormones in combination with muscle relaxants, diuretics & castor oil sometimes; tons of suppositories before bed, enemas tooâŚ. Youâll experience the whole lot. Sometimes even stuff youâve never heard of; youâll drink Daddyâs cum mixed with your morning & bedtime milk; youâll do that so often you wonât realize the difference between that and regular milk & youâll soon prefer over regular milk & want it with everything you consume; weâll lock you up on both ends: your boi knob with an ever-decreasing cage that will make your dick shrink in mass and erectile performance, it will be red at the tip and shriveled, boi sack full of cum and fluid desperately waiting for days and weeks and months for relief; your cunt will get swollen between your legs, just like your diaper, as you parade around the town in baby clothes, but not til your fully made ready; your boi hole will be plugged from time to time after a proper doushe; expanding locking plug that will offer no way out especially with the locking spreader youâre now in, oh so much more to come baby AaronâŚ.â âWhy would you tell ⌠Tell me all this .. Er-â âYouâre to call me just Daddy now baby Aaron you understandâ âYes uh⌠Daddy?â âIs that a question you little faggot??â âNo.â âNo what boy?â âNo ⌠Sirâ
âThatâs a good boy, donât worry about al this growing up youâve already failed at little guy, itâll all be over soon. Youâll forget what it feels like to sleep in anything but a crib; you will be so thickly padded youâll only be able to waddles and eventually after your legs give out youâll soon resort to crawling.. Completely dependent on your Daddy to pick you up and put you in your high hair and feed you mashed peas with daddyâs special milk mixed in a bottle: a concoction of all your sleepy/hormone meds & Daddyâs thick cum. Itâll be the closest thing you get to sex ever againâ âHormones ?! What Iâll be a girl?â âNo little man itâll be just enough to reverse any traces of testosterone left in your system; youâll get a little swollen in your belly area maybe, no more strong man abs or biceps; weâll get you underdeveloped and supple and more inclined to behave under MY roof from now on.â âBut I donât want boobies!!â âYou wonât have them, just thicker juicy boy nips and less of a dick and more of a fatter, wider ass for Daddy to play with..â âI thought you said I wasnât going to be having sex anymore?!â âNot that youâre aware of baby Aaron, Daddy has some special sleepy pills and chloroform that will make the process much easier for you to be completely asleep while Daddy probes your hole to make sure everything is alright & while doing so he might invite a few of Daddyâs anonymous friends over to relieve that testy prostate of yours and fill you up full of menâs loads⌠Maybe youâll meet them. After you wake up of course. While weâre all having a beer. You of course are going to be groggy and dressed in toddler clothes & the guys will probably laugh and poke fun at you but itâs okay cuz Iâll explain to them that my boy Aaron just couldnât get his adult life together so his Daddy had to step it up and reprogram what life was to Aaron .. Change his whole existence & trade-in an old life for a new, very real reality.â Aaron just sat there a little confused in the middle of a circle of grown men, becoming absorbed by his overall shorts with snaps on the crotch & little prints, he looked down and saw himself, for the first time, a giant budge from the locking diaper mechanisms, plastic pants, a dummy clipped on to the baby-print t-shirt that went all the way down into a snapping onsieâŚâ He thought, âwill I ever be the same again .. Will I ever be me again??â And just at that moment, Daddy looked at me and just smiled and shook his head no. It was like he was in my head. I didnât need words anymore and the next time I uttered something else it just came out as gibberish.
This was it. This was me now. The dizzy feelings I got from when all this started had finally gotten to me. I was no more than an infant child amongst all these grown men laughing and carrying on, talking about things I didnât understand anymore.. Cars, sports, politics.. In big words or even just regular words I found harder and harder to comprehend. Just when I was about to use the last bit of big boy strength I had to get up and run away, my knees locked and I froze as the warm gooey sensation of my asshole started to leak, it was stretched and numb for sure, maybe he used some Anal-Ease on me.. I could feel it coming out, my taint just twitched & my asshole puckered like it was waiting to get kissed. I was stuck in this huge costume that I realized was all I had anymore. My duffle-bag was gone & replaced. My skin felt warm like I was finally realizing all those men had already touched me all over during my forced nap, I could smell their musk all over me, all different kinds. . I looked up and there was Daddy. I forgot his name so now thatâs all I knew him as. I went to speak and protest all this but all that came out wasâŚ.
âDa-daâ
He looked at me and smiled, perplexed: âAre you trying to tell me something little man?â
I was I was trying to say I wanted out, that I wanted to know what happened while I was sleeping, I wanted to know where my gym bag went & I wanted to know âŚ.
And just then, while still locked in eye contact with him I felt the warm drip of cum start to drip out of my bottom, down my leg. My eyes widened still arrested in this gaze, I didnât know what was happening then all of the sudden I let out a big air fart, my boy pussy just made a loud juicy queef â
âAw looks like somebody is making a doo-dooâŚ.â The men all turned around.
âIs that whatâs happening little man, are you making a big stinky after having all the men inside you? Weâre gonna do this every week. Guys are gonna come over and play poker after shooting their thick warm man loads inside you during nap time and when you wake up Iâll introduced them to you as my little cuckold bitch child that serves me only as a baby. Then Iâll make you stay in your playpen til all the men leave no matter how much you fill that thick diaper up with their mixed loads. Youâll just have to wait till Daddy and his friends are finished with the game. Is that understood little man?â
I looked at him. And I didnât respond, just stared.
âOh of course you donât understand me its all just a bunch of gibberish to you now isnât it little Aaron?â
I hated to admit it, but he was right. The more he talked the less I understood. His voice became just sounds, deep manly sounds, like thunder the way my tummy rumbles sometimes before a big stinky.
âHere I got you something Tiger, itâs to replace what used to be yours before I had to take it away. Itâs a duffle bag, with your name on it. Itâs to mark your new life transition & now you can know that this is permanent & pretty soon weâll be posting all sorts of pictures on Facebook inviting all of your friends over to play with you and babysit you and change your diapers. You think the guys you knew will come? Iâm sure I can entice them with free beer. Of course I bet theyâll love to piss in your diaper, maybe open that butt hole up with a hallow plug and have them fill you up with all their jock piss. You ready to have a coming out party little Aaron? I bet you arenât cuz youâre a little shy but donât worry weâll have plenty of pictures up so theyâll know what theyâre getting into ahead of time, maybe theyâll even bring presents like big baby clothes or toys. Thing is though, you canât go out with them to the movies after unless of course they decide on a kids movie in which case weâll have to take you in a stroller & a thick diaper so you donât soil your seat. Hope you arenât scared to expose yourself to the rest of the world like this âŚâ
I thought what if I am? What if Iâm not ready?
ââŚ.cuz weâve been live streaming you ever since you woke up. Your friends are all watching you.. Right. Now.â
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I could feel it, at that moment my stomach sank and I emptied all that I had in one big gush- I was sitting in a mix of six or seven grown men, their thick loads caking my ass cheeks, sticky & bleechy smelling, I was stuck in their loads - making terrible fart sounds, web-camming to all my friends - as Daddy turned back to his poker game, ignoring my whimpers to be changed and out of the sack of cum my dumpster of an ass was now stuck in, only to wait. I told myself, just wait. Play with your trucks and blocks. Just wait, till whatever comes next. .
I couldnât help but think: I brought this on myself. Maybe this was what I wanted. All along. Maybe this is what I needed. All along. Maybe this is my destiny but whatever the case if any of that wasnât true. Itâs what Daddy wanted. And what he was trying to reformat in me, was working. Exponentially.
I drooled all over myself & waved to the camera & went back to playing with my toys. Without prompting him. Daddy said, âthatâs a good boy, learn your place; show everybody what a baby you really are and will be from now on, forever.â
This story is my dream
Awesome!
Since the other person asked....I'm curious about your 24/7 experience, potty training (or lack thereof), and bedwetting? Do you care to elaborate? How long have you been 27/7 now? How long can you stay dry? How often do you wake up wet? âşď¸
This is super late and I'm sorry! But I'll try to give the best description I can đ .
I have, quite honestly, lost track how long I've been 24/7 now. But I totally wanted that to happen on purpose.
My main goal with 24/7 was urinary incontinence. I figured the best way to make it happen was to make wetting and wearing absolute habit. So I tried my best to just integrate wearing all the time into my life naturally. While never writing or committing to a "start" day.
As soon as I decided I wanted to be incontinent, I treated myself as if I was. Never holding no matter what.
My progress seems to be kind of backwards compared to most so let me explain. My daytime control was the first thing I noticed. It seemed to diminish rather quickly. I'd say within 2 or 3 months of 24/7 I was already uncomfortable leaving the house without protection. I can hold it if need be I guess but I haven't tried in so long I don't trust those muscles. I seem to dribble while walking and any other time I still need to start the stream but its second nature now and I feel like I'm one step away from that changing.
My bedtime control seems to be hanging on by a thread. About 5 days a week I'm dry when I wake up, and soak my morning padding as I stretch and wake up. The other 2 days I usually wet so much I leak lol. Leaks dont even bother me anymore, they are just a part of life. But I'm sure with time, that too will slowly progress to every night.
I havent run into bowel control issues I've read others have. In fact, I'm more regular then ever thanks to predictable changing times.
So I plan to keep on going for the rest of my foreseeable future. It's been fun and I still love my diapers just as much if not more then day 1. She has also taken a liking to me being a permanent baby sooo... even if I wanted out, that would be hard to talk my way there đ .
TLDR: Still have some control, not a whole lot. Love every second of it and my Domme does too. I Plan to keep going. I still love my diapies đ.
Thanks for the ask! Sorry for the wall of text đ
The Results Of My Eighteen-Day Trial of Wearing One Insane Diaper Every 24 Hours
TLDR: I absolutely loved it and will be continuing to wear my ultra thick diapers for the foreseeable future : 3
Hey everyone! I wanted to apologise right off the bat for this being a few days late, as some real-life stuff happened that unfortunately meant I wasnât able to finish writing this for the day the two-week trial technically finished, but, on the bright side, I used the few extra days to keep the trial going to eighteen days in total : )
If you have no idea what I am talking about, you can catch up by checking out this post and this post and this post ^^
Also, a bit of a disclaimer, because wearing such over the top, thick and bulky diapers for such long periods of time is a massive fantasy of mine, I am not a particularly great unbiased judge when it comes to saying if this is a good thing to do or not for you, all I can really say is that all the positives outweighed the negatives for me and Iâve been extremely happy with this whole experience.
Sooo, on to actually talking about the specifics, where do I start, ha ha. This has been an interesting eighteen-days to say the least!
The first five or so days I would say were the real âtrialâ so to speak, where I was figuring things out and getting the hang of wearing such thick diapers all day, while the remainder of the time was me just kind of settling into the routine and becoming comfortable wearing them ^^
I actually ran into two big problems in the first five days though that I hadnât really experienced earlier in my random testing (showing the importance of fulltime trials!), the first of which was that actually, for the amount of liquids I normally drink in a day, an ABU Simple Ultra and three boosters werenât quite cutting it consistently in the absorbency. I had a couple of smaller leaks and one large one while I was asleep during the first five days, so I decided that, for the remainder of the trial, I was going to wear the Simple Ultra with four boosters instead, which gave me enough absorbency to solve my leaking problem : 3Â
The second issue I experienced was some minor tearing in the diapers towards the end of the 24 hour period, which I quickly figured out was caused by the diaper basically having issues supporting its own weight after me wearing and using one for so long, ha ha ha. I managed to solve this problem, luckily, by wearing leggings or onesies under my clothes each day for the remainder of the trial, which provided the diapers with enough support for their weight and bulk that they stopped tearing : )
For those of you who were very concerned about my skin and the possible bad rashes I might experience, never fear! I didnât experience any rashes during my trial, though I definitely came close, ha ha. On four different mornings, early on in the trial, my skin felt very tingly and sensitive, which anyone with experience can tell you, means a rash is very close. Luckily for me, my skin never actually went past that point, but I did take a lot of time to care for my skin each morning while showering and also time to properly apply diaper rash cream before putting on each new quad boosted diaper (Iâll fully admit the time it took to look after my skin so much probably canceled out any time saved by not having to change during the day) ^^
Soooo, did anyone notice what I was wearing? I did wear a Simple Ultra diaper with four boosters to work, around friends, and all around out in public after all! This one is hard to say, because unlike all those ABDL stories on the Internet, people donât just randomly come up to you on the street and shout, âAre you wearing a diaper?!â, ha ha, though that would definitely make things easier for me to confirm one way or the other if anyone noticed : P While nobody came up and said anything to me though, I did seem to get some strange looks, especially if I was wearing jeans or shorts with my diapers, and I caught a few people who seemed to be making weird faces at me if I turned around quickly cx Itâs possible that this was all in my head, but, with how thick these diapers are, I donât think so, ha ha. Itâs whatever though! I donât really mind anymore : )
Oh, my messing! How could I forget! On the subject of my bowel incontinence and how this trial worked with it, Iâve actually been very lucky, and my messing has stayed almost exactly the same as I mentioned before, with me messing myself quite a lot while eating breakfast in the mornings and then not at all outside of that. On only two days during the trial did this change, and on those days I did mess myself after dinner and then again in the morning in the same diaper before having a shower, but other than that everything stayed the same, which meant my skin stayed much more healthy than it would have if I was sleeping in a messy diaper every night : )Â
So, with everything said and done, what are my final thoughts on wearing such insane diapers every day for eighteen days straight? Do I want to keep doing this? Was it a positive experience?
Overall, wearing these ultra thick diapers has been a learning experience for me, considering I had to make some adjustments to accommodate them in my life, but it has been a very fun learning experience and is one that I am not yet ready to entirely give up : ) Even now Iâm planning to keep wearing my insane quad boosted diapers for the foreseeable future (I do have a whole case to go through after all : P ), with maybe just occasional breaks once or twice a week back to my more normal diapers to make sure my skin stays healthy. I still have about a month before I go back to working in a school too so I figure, hey, why not keep doing the thing Iâve been really loving doing, at least until then : )
If anyone has any questions about the trial, because I probably missed talking about something, ha ha, they are entirely welcome to ask! And, as always, I hope everyone is having a great day or night, and Iâll talk to you all again very soon đ
Iâm just innocently playing a video game. Donât worry! I donât need to be checked. Iâm dry! I didnât do anything. Itâs not like I lost concentration in the game and was concentrating on something else. C: 0
Well, an interesting thing has been happening with my messing lately, and Iâm not too sure why as I havenât changed my diet whatsoever, but I know everyone is usually interested in this stuff and itâs been going on for two weeks straight now so I thought I would discuss it : )
Basically, rather than messing myself twice a day at breakfast and dinner like I normally do, for whatever reason over the past two weeks Iâve been messing only once a day at breakfast, and then not messing at all at dinner. What has made this more interesting is that Iâm actually still messing the same amount every day like I was before, but just instead of messing at two different times during the day itâs like, all of it comes at once suddenly during breakfast, ha ha.
In a way, itâs been good, because Iâve only had to worry about a messy diaper during breakfast just before I usually have a shower anyway, but at the same time itâs like, now that I mess like double the amount all at once it makes a much more noticeable uhm⌠expansion, of the back of my diaper, which is not the most subtle thing in the world if I were to try and get breakfast with friends or family for example, ha ha, a big lump suddenly appearing in the back of my jeans cx
As I said Iâm not entirely sure why this has started happening, like, maybe my body has decided to adjust its habits for some reason, or maybe in another week everything will be back to normal and itâll be like this never happened, but I guess only time will tell and Iâm not particularly fussed either way ^^
Guess your body justifies the need to only once
Roxas having some fun at the Play Place! Taking off his shoes and following the rules like a big boy.
Whatâs your butt been up to since the purge?
How I Became A Chronic Bedwetter
So I just want to make a quick disclaimer at the start. This post is telling you how I, personally, started wetting the bed every night. To my knowledge, nobody else has tried doing this method, and even the people I have shared this with previously who wanted to do it never actually went through with it, so Iâm pretty sure Iâm the only one who has done this. I tailored this method completely to myself and canât tell you that this will work for everyone because nobody else has ever tried it.Â
Some of you may have originally seen this method on a Wordpress site I made back in 2016, as I uploaded it there originally and it got about 500 views, but because of so many requests, I decided to rewrite it and post it here on Tumblr : )
Scary ominous warning at the start, I absolutely detested the experience of doing this method, and even to this day, I remember how much it fucking sucked. Iâm not telling you to do this, this is just what I did and what has made me a permanent, relentless bedwetter for the past almost four years.
In my strong belief, everything about each kind of untraining is hugely mental in nature. There are physical elements to it, like muscle degradation, but like 80% of untraining is essentially just retraining our body and our subconscious mind into accepting and embracing incontinence.
What I did to start bedwetting was kind of prey on and take advantage of my subconscious in a way.Â
For a period of about a month straight, and I do mean a month, I drank a lot of water before bed and then went to sleep without a diaper on. As you can probably imagine, all that water before bed caused me to wake up in the middle of the night with a pretty strong urge to go to the bathroom (if you are not a light sleeper, this wouldnât work). What I did was, instead of wetting myself as soon as I woke up like other guides mention (which would have been a bit unpleasant anyway as I wasnât wearing diapers), I made myself get up and walk to the bathroom to use the toilet instead, every single night.Â
Iâll tell you right now, doing this for an entire month was literally one of the worst experiences Iâve ever had in my entire life. I was constantly losing sleep and was constantly tired every day because of how interrupted my rest was, but I guess the reason I stuck with it was because I was pretty fucking hardcore about wanting to be a bedwetter at the time.
Finally, after all that, the end of the month came, and I introduced diapers to my probably completely exhausted and unhappy subconscious as an easy out to its current predicament. For those unaware, our subconscious mind will pretty much do anything it can to avoid pain or discomfort, and it will do everything it can to use as little energy as possible in running the body.
On that first night after the month of hell, I wore diapers to bed.
Like before, I drank a lot of water before going to sleep, and also like before, my body woke me up with a very full bladder. What was different this time though is that instead of making myself get up and walk all the way to the bathroom to use the toilet, I just let my bladder go and very happily wet my diaper while still laying in bed, before going back to sleep.Â
The next night I did the same thing again. I drank a lot before going to sleep, and I wore a diaper to bed. This time though, I didnât wake up during the night at all. I awoke actually feeling pretty refreshed for once, which in itself was a relief because Iâd gone so long waking up exhausted, but that wasnât the only thing that had happened. My diaper was completely soaked when I woke up.
This was the turnaround point in my nighttime incontinence. I had put my body and mind through hell for an entire month, before showing them both that there was a much easier way to deal with the problem than waking me up.Â
From that day onwards, I started waking up wet more and more. I was still having dry nights here and there to start with, but as my body kept learning and kept finding no problem in making me wet while still asleep, it kept happening again and again.Â
Over the course of months after that day, my body got fully in the habit of making me a complete bedwetter, because why would it ever wake me up when it was so much easier to just make me wet myself in my sleep? I went from three to four wet nights a week to it being incredibly strange to wake up dry even once or twice a month. I even had to get thicker, more absorbent diapers because my body just stopped holding anything back, and it wasnât uncommon at the time to wake up in a leaking diaper in the morning.Â
So, thatâs how I became a chronic bedwetter almost four years ago. I donât think I would really recommend my method because it was just so bad dealing with all the sleep deprivation, but I canât argue with the results that it has given me. Becoming a bedwetter was one of the best decisions Iâve ever made in my entire life, and Iâve never once regretted it in all this time, even on the mornings where I wake up in a wet patch because my diaper has failed. Thereâs just something about it that is so insanely special to me, and unlike making yourself incontinent during the day, which I wouldnât recommend to everyone, I would recommend becoming a bedwetter to anyone who has the interest. Itâs really not that big of a deal to have to wear diapers to bed every night, and the happiness and satisfaction I get from waking up in a completely soaked diaper in the morning is just totally unmatched.Â
A very special technique! Very interesting!
my daddy and i want me to be diaper dependent 24/7 no control of my bladder if i accidentally lose control of my bowels that is OK what is the best way for daddy to force me into my new diaper training life what are the steps we should take to make it permanent what would be the best steps to do to get to that point The advice and help that would be useful weâre looking for a really good in depth list for diaper training for a little girl how has boy parts and how to probably diaper one
For this to work, the ideal living situation is for the pair of you to be living together, either on your own or in a kink-friendly environment.
Start wearing, wetting and messing 24/7 immediately. Thereâs no reason for you not to. If you need to phase it in, use this rule: every time you wear a pair of underwear from now on, you have to throw it out afterward. Eventually you will only have diapers left. You must not use the toilet in any event.
Have locks installed on any room in your house which contains a toilet or a drain. Seriously. Thereâs the danger that if you start regretting wanting to untrain, youâll start covertly using whatever toilet you can get. Not just the toilet, but the shower, bath, the sink in the laundry if you have one, the sink in the kitchen (that would be gross, but you might be desperate). You should only be in the back yard with your Daddyâs supervision.
Your Daddy needs to be involved in as many of your changes as possible. If youâre changing yourself, out of sight of your Daddy, that means that you can probably cheat and use the toilet, which you might do on a short-term impulse, but which neither of you actually want. Get a pair of plastic pants with a locking waist chain, so your Daddy can trust you out of his sight for at least short jaunts.
You need to be as undressed as possible around the house. Itâs not acceptable for you to be shy about your diapers. You shouldnât be in more than your diaper, a onesie and plastic pants. Ideally, just a diaper is best.
Your Daddy needs to get good at diaper checks. When you settle on a few diaper brands to use regularly, your Daddy should be checking you visually and manually (with his hand) when youâre mostly undressed around the house, to get an idea of what your diaper feels like when itâs damp, wet, soaked, messy, etc. He also needs to get an idea of the visual difference between âbulky but dryâ/'bulky and soakedâ, 'bulky but clean diapersâ/'slightly messy diapersâ/'very full diapersâ, etc., both without and with clothes over the top.
Donât ever ask to be changed. If you ask and you get changed, that means you can just hold it until you get changed, which you will very likely subconsciously want to do early on. Your Daddy should be checking you pretty much at random and should have a general idea of how long a diaper lasts when itâs on you. Your Daddy also should not change you until your diaper canât take any more use; this might lead to a few rashes but that should teach you not to delay using your diaper.
Protect your surfaces. You should be travelling with an adult-size bed pad and/or puppy pad at all times. There should be one on your seat on your sofa, on your dining chair and on your office chair. There should be a PVC sheet on your bed. Ideally, there should be a removable drain filter and handheld showerhead on your shower (as well as decent water pressure). You should wear at least one extra layer of clothing to take off and tie around your waist in the event of a leaky diaper or very puffy butt. Basically, you should not feel like you need to avoid using your diaper because it would be too inconvenient and damaging to do so. Speaking of which -
You need to leak. If you take long road trips, this is an excellent opportunity. Either way, your Daddy needs to delay changing you long enough that you soak your diaper too much and it leaks from overuse. You need to know what leaking feels like and you need to get used to it, because it will be part of your life.
Do stimulant laxative training. This is something I recommend to all untrainers now. Even if you donât want to untrain messing, using laxatives makes untraining wetting easier by making wetting seem much less important and much less painful. Stimulant laxatives are a class of laxatives which are important because they are the only type I know of which will actively force you to have an accident. There are two types I would recommend.
Dulcolax suppository training. These hit fast and hard. I would say the longest you will be able to keep control after insertion is probably two hours. Your Daddy should give you one of these just before you go into a situation where you wouldnât be comfortable messing; for best results, you should be spending that time more than two hours away from easy access to the toilet. You need to get used to filling your diapers and you need to get used to the sensation of not being able to control it.
Castor oil training. This takes longer to hit, but after it hits, you will have no control for several hours. This will help you get used to spending extended amounts of time in messy diapers, and lets your daddy figure out the difference between slightly messy, moderately messy, and very full diapers.
Donât be afraid to move as you need to. The body position that works for continent people using the toilet is not the same as the body position that works for soon-to-be-incontinent people using their diapers. Iâm completely incontinent but I can still feel it happening (I can always feel messing accidents happening but canât stop them, I can sometimes feel wetting).
I know that if Iâm bent over, at certain angles pressure from my body can block my urethra (donât know how to explain it because Iâm sure thatâs not whatâs physically happening), so when I realise Iâm peeing, my response is usually to lean back and open my legs. I feel it frees up any physical pressure that might be slowing down my wetting.
Position is even more important when messing. Continent people are used to sitting on the toilet, legs shut or semi-open, to poop. I promise you that as a diapered, incontinent person, the best thing you can possibly do for yourself is when you know you are about to mess, space your feet, keep your knees open, and squat deeply, exactly like a baby would do. It frees up space around your butt in your diaper (this is intentional), and makes messing smoother, quicker, less painful, less effort, and harder to stop.
Everyone knows that feeling on a Sunday morning. Laying in bed, sun breaking through the blinds and dotting the room in a hazy light. Thick comforterâs and blankets softly holding the warmth close to your body.
Jessy was in purgatory, not quite awake, but not quite asleep. She didnât have to work on weekends and cherished the fact. The slight pressure in her forehead reminiscent the bottle of wine she drank the night before, not a hangover, just a heaviness.
She drifted in and out of sleep lazily for what seemed like hours. UntilâŚ
Jessyâs eyes shot open, her drowsiness evaporated in replacement of panic. She had started to wet the bed. Everyone knows the feeling. Am I asleep? Am I awake? It doesnât matter, there is a toilet and a need. Only to realize, yea⌠no, I wasnât awake. In the end it didnât really matter, she lived alone anyway, but she was mortified nonetheless.Â
She pulled back her covers to see the damage done, now fully awake.
Only to feel her legs dry. HuhâŚ. but she was sure she went at least a bit. She kicked her legs, the covers flying, to discover a massive quadruple tape diaper in place of her usual boyshorts. Now this, was unmistakably, not dry. She moved to her kneeâs, mouth agape. How did this even happen? Why was she in diapers? Why were they wet?!Â
Jessy reached down and softly felt the front of the garment, smooth warm plastic greeting her hand. With a tentative squeeze the diaper squelched loudly in response. She lifted her shirt to her mouth and saw the waistband hugged her snugly. Being in her 20â˛s and having spent some time as a babysitter, she was not unfamiliar with diapering, nor was she an expert. One thing was certain though, this was not done by her. The angle would have been impossible, the way the band sat snugly against her groin, no, it couldnât have been.
It didnât matter, what did was that she was in a damp diaper, and like any rational adult, wanted out. She sighed deeply, wondering how she managed to get herself into these positions. She clearly needed to start drinking wine of higher caliber or lower quantity.
She moved quickly to her feet, perhaps too quickly, her legs shook unsteadily as she placed her foot on the bed. She wobbled, half standing, half squat.Â
A voice beckoned behind her
âOh youâre awake already? You must be starvingâ
Jessy yelped loudly, frightened to see her exboyfriend Devin standing in her doorway.
The surprise was accompanied by the loud completion of her flooding her diaper. An entire bottle of wine, the shock, and the unfamiliarity of her situation doing her no favors. She half-stood in shock for a moment as her diaper thirstily absorbed the flow that she was at first, unable to stop, and finally, resigned to the situation, aided by her ferver to be finished.
The room was silent absent the sound of the diaper crinkling softly as the new weight and gravity aided its descent from her bottom. Jessy could feel the waistband tug slightly at her waistline as she finished peeing.
âI⌠uhhh⌠what are youâ
Devin moved effortlessly through the room, picking things up, humming quietly as if this was the most normal thing in his world. He moved to the dresser which slid open easily.
If Jessy had tried to find her voice before, it abandoned her now. The dresser was filled to spilling with diapers. Rows and rows of them lined her once mature warddrobe.
Devin grabbed one moving toward the door.
âLets get you changed you soggy little messâ
Jessy croaked slowly getting down off the bed, focusing her efforts to steady herself.
âDevinâŚ. what is this? Whats happening? We arenât togetherâŚ? I broke up with youâŚ. Iâm just trying to live my life the way I want and I couldnât stand how you always lectured me on growing up and getting a real job. Just because youâre in finance and made money.â
âUhhh⌠we never broke up? How could we anyway, who would change your diapers? Youâre being silly, its 2018, after you decided you wanted to just ignore the conventional career path, you slowly regressed towards this.â
Jessyâs head spun. It was 2019, no⌠this wasnât right, she was just taking her time in her career⌠working that job was just temporary. Her mind was cloudy⌠Devin was so handsome⌠wait what⌠no. Heâs not supposed to be here.Â
âLetâs get you changed and get some breakfast in youâ he said again chuckling.
Jessy looked to him in the doorway, blocking her escape. She wasnât about to let her ex change her wet diaper. She looked to the window. In a split second she moved in what felt like molasses and with great effort hoisted her leg to the sill.
Her fear a knot in her stomach, suddenly loose. No. It wasnât fear. Jessy stood, one foot on the windowsill, one planted firmly on the ground, as she nonchalantly pushed a massive, unending mess into her waiting diaper.Â
Her head shot back as she could only watch the diaper expand. Her glance falling to her ex in the doorway.
Devin grinned, leaning against the door frame, fresh diaper in hand.
The massive diaper expanded visibly to allow for every fresh assault to accommodate any available space.
Jessy groaned audibly as her diaper filled, the previous space left by her wetting and gravity quickly occupied by what was the largest mess she had ever made.
If the wetting had tested the diapers waistband, the mess surely meant to bring the thing to failure. The childish diaper sagged ominously as Jessy whined. Her whimper turning to a loud cry.
Devin guessed she was moments away from a full blown tantrum.
He walked to her, coolly placing his hand on the impressively, still expanding, diaper.Â
Jessy opened her mouth in shock, which Devin filled immediately with a pacifier.
Her mouth closed instinctively and went to work as a final assault found its way into her diaper.
Finally, she finished. Devin squeezed and Jessy yelped in response, her face burning.
âYou were saying?â He said cooly.
Jessy could only look down as Devin lifted her easily under her padded butt, warm mess pressing thickly against the entirety of her groin, the massive humiliation reminding her of her place, his other hand on the small of her back, legs wrapped around him.Â
He carried her gingerly as they left her room, her eyes raising finally, to see the room was not hers, but a nursery.
âDonât worry little Jessy, I will make sure you are well taken care ofâ he said condescendingly while patting her loaded diaper.
Donât you just love Sunday mornings :)
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Waiting for mommy to change me
[ âI CANâT BELIEVE ALL I HAVE TO WEAR ARE THESE GODDAMN DIAPERS FOR OUR SUMMER SCHOOL BREAKâ! ]
âI love finding new ways to make you truly feel exposed. Though I do love how your first thought about the drop seat was that you didnât need it. You gave up on getting out of Pampers a long time ago, didnât you, little baby boy?â
Gotta be big today (kinda) so training pants needed, although not takings any risks like before. Actually I might as well just wear a nappy and be done with it lol but these are cute!
A submitter asked:
I wanna start going to the gym but ever since I made the switch from absorbent pads to diapers Iâm afraid to start going again. Do you work out at all? If so do you do it in the safety of your home or do you go out to gym?
I do exercise. I do it at home and in the area surrounding my home, but I used to go to the gym. The reason I moved to home is because exercise really shows up the problems with my continence :)
I wet more because I have to stay hydrated, because pretty much any exercise makes me pee more, and because a lot of exercises get me into positions where it flows more freely than if I were sitting hunched over my work computer.
Messing is the bigger issue. Cardio decreases my time between BMs while Iâm exercising, and for some time afterwards. Lots of important strength training exercises put me through positions that make BMs easier, which in my case means âit happens immediatelyâ.
Combine this with the following:
You can see how this could be a problem.
To meet my goals, I usually do mixed cardio and strength training for 90-120min. (Iâve heard cardio kills your gainz, but Iâm not after gainz, so I donât care.) If Iâm dry when I start, I will invariably be heavily wet to soaked by 120min. More pressingly, my diapers will usually be at least slightly messy by 45min and full by 120min.
So this has two knock-on effects:
First, obviously, I smell, which was my major reason for moving to home instead of the gym. Pee smell is not a huge issue if you can control it, but mess smell canât really be controlled to a level which is satisfactory for gym purposes.
Second, dressing properly is difficult. I found that shorts loose enough for me to feel comfortable in them, and to still have full range of motion in them even though I was diapered, tended to have short, loose legs made of light fabric, and would consequently ride up when I sat and possibly get me clocked (even wearing a onesie, concealment is pretty bad around the inner leg if the legs are open). I could tuck them down usually, but any full-time diaper knows that fiddling with your crotch, inner thigh and butt, even for concealment reasons, just draws attention to those regions and the fact that youâre doing that. (That would be a bad thing even if you werenât diapered.)
Iâve also mentioned before that if you know youâll be messing your diapers while wearing a specific clothing item, then while fitting it, you should be wearing (at least simulated) messy diapers and you should squat, to check how it interacts with your diaper. This was a big problem. Pretty much nothing I could wear to the gym (i.e., that was both socially acceptable at the gym, and physically healthy to wear at the gym) fit over messy diapers in a way that felt comfortable and safe.
As a result, this is my current routine.
About AB/DL appliances interacting with the gym.
Outerwear and underwear. I will quite happily do my strength training in just a diaper and waterproof pants in midsummer. In autumn the T-shirt and socks will probably stay on so I donât get uncomfortable. I feel winter pretty acutely so if itâs very cold I may wear a very light sleeper (I am considering getting rompers, i.e. sleepers with very short arms and legs, for this purpose).
I usually donât wear a onesie during cardio because I find that onesies do raise my average temperature level noticeably, and in humid subtropical summers with mean highs in the high 80s Fahrenheit, I need all the cooling I can get. However, if Iâm especially wet or messy by the time I get back, then I may put one on so that heavy, saggy diapers donât become a problem during strength training.
Diapers. I exclusively wear at least overnight diapers during exercise. This is for a couple of reasons:
The diapers I use tend to cycle through the year. Right now, Iâm comfortable using Rearz Rebel (even though theyâre technically a daytime diaper, but letâs be real here). However, by midwinter my cloth pull-on overnight diapers and boosters (from my bedwetter/pantswetter stage) are seeing a lot of use. This is because of a few factors:
Great information for wearing diapers during exercise!
Littles & Their Poopy Diapers
Thereâs nothing more thrilling to a nanny than watching her little make a poopy diaper.
Personally, I love to watch my Littles squat down and push a load out into their diapers.
It starts when I notice my little begin to withdraw into the corner. My littles know that when theyâre with me, theyâre not allowed to leave the room that weâre in.
They also know that they must use their diapers for all of their bodily functions (especially poopies!) and when they get that special feeling in their tummy, they usually know whatâs coming.
My little will start to withdraw from talking or playing, and usually stand in the corner like theyâre focusing on something. Iâll start to silently watch them, anticipating whatâs to come.
Usually their face will get red, their knees will bend a little, and they might even bite their lip. Sometimes Iâll even hear them grunting.
Because my littles are not allowed to wear anything but a diaper in my house, Iâll watch for the telltale inflation in the back of their diaper as they drop their steamy poopy into the back of their diapers.
This is usually followed by another grunt and bending their knees even more as they push out their remaining poopy.
Then weâll both hear the telltale âhissâ of their bladder emptying into their stinky diaper.
This part will usually happen two or three times as my little finishes making a messy in their diapers.
Even though it can be harder to push a poopy load out into a diaper than a toilet (especially if the diaper is already full!), I think the effort makes going poopy in their diaper a much more satisfying aspect and lasting part of their overall regression.
Very true words!
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