suntumsoph-deactivated20200731

    I don’t know where else to turn to… I’m terribly ashamed, but I have to try this again.

    I’m a 21 year old abuse survivor who lost her job in January due to chronic illness, depression and an anxiety disorder that’s too severe for me to function. I have daily panic attacks and I’m in so much pain I can hardly stand for longer than an hour. It’s a shameful, humiliating experience, especially in your school or workplace as you can imagine. I’m fighting to get treatment and still waiting to get into the clinic or rehabilitation center, my applications are still floating around out there.

    While I’m not working, I can’t get any loans from my bank, I was denied two requests for a financial bonus in the past month as well. My family and friends are not willing to help me anymore, they tell me to just get a part time job or something, but it’s hard during the pandemic, especially when you dropped out of school due to your bad state. My old therapist is waiting for her payment too, and that’s over 800 bucks. I’m still waiting for my request for a bonus to be approved, and that can take until next month worst case… Which means, I can’t pay my rent, my electricity bill, my meds, my therapist, or even afford basic stuff like food. 

    It doesn’t matter when I get my hands on any money. It doesn’t matter how. I just need it to survive somehow. 

    I’d need at least 500 bucks to be secure for the month, but if I could make it to 300 I would already be super happy. 

    I also accept commissions. I can’t promise I’ll work fast because I’m honestly in a lot of pain most of the time, but I’ll do my best. Just shoot me a message and tell me what you want, even if it exceeds my boundaries I’ll take it this time. 

    Please. Any cent is greatly appreciated. It doesn’t matter if it’s just 2 bucks. They’re 2 bucks closer to getting me through. And if you can’t donate, please, reblog this post and spread it around. Thank you very much for your help.

    KoFi:https://ko-fi.com/aurumquelux

    PayPal:paypal.me/motherohmother

    suntumsoph

    I’m sorry maybe I should shorten this so it gets spread around quicker but it’s important to me please