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2020-10-25 11:36:57

    me: bum deserved better . he was abused his whole life and even when he wasn’t being abused ( at school ) he was still an outcast hated by everyone around him . the saddest part of KS is if you think about it sangwoo was the closest bum ever got to getting real affection . he was stuck in such a mindset that sangwoo rlly loved him that he believed it and he reciprocated those feelings . bummie deserves all the love and hugs in the world by someone who will love him unconditionally and give him all his necessary needs

    walmart employee: ma’am this is the medicine aisle

    Disney Mothers

    A mother loves you 


    She teaches you about the world


    She loves to make you smile and laugh


    She takes care of you

    She watches over you


    She is always ready to protect you


    She stands against those who hurt you

    And she will fight to keep you safe


    She gives you advice when you need it


    And is there for you when you’re sad


    She helps you find out who you are


    And she learns from you as well


    She supports you and your dreams


    And is proud when you succeed and fly


    No matter how far you go, she’ll be there when you return


    No matter how long you were gone


    Your bond will never fade

    She prepares you for the world as best as she can


    But she hates when it is cruel to you


    The one that raised you might not have been a true mother

    But somewhere in the world you will find a mother


    Your mother might be a grandmother


    Or a sister


    Or an aunt


    Or a godmother


    But you will find them


    Because everyone has a mother somewhere


    My first biology professor had an ‘inadequacy drawer’ full of things to remind him he wasn’t, in fact, the dumbest and laziest person to ever exist. It was mostly Darwin, notably these two bits:

    ‘But I am very poorly today and very stupid and hate everybody and everything.’

    ‘I am going to write a little Book for Murray on orchids and today I hate them worse than everything.’


    “I am at work on the second vol. of the Cirripedia, of which creatures I am wonderfully tired: I hate a Barnacle as no man ever did before, not even a Sailor in a slow-sailing ship.”

    -Charles Darwin on a letter to his cousin


    Charles Darwin: unexpected depression hero.


    I knew about “I am very poorly and very stupid and hate everybody and everything,” but not the others. 

    “I hate myself, I hate clover, and I hate bees” is A Mood.


    My favorite Darwinism: “I am dying by inches, from not having any body to talk to about insects”.  Hits me right at the center of my hyperfixated soul.

    News: SnK x Animate ~Peaceful Days~ Collaboration (2020)

    Original Release Dates: November 12th to 29th, 2020
    Retail Prices: Various (See below)

    Animate has announced a new ~Peaceful Days~ SnK collaboration taking place throughout November at most of their locations! New visuals of Eren, Jean, Levi, and Erwin have been revealed as designs for a new line of merchandise, which includes:

  • Can badges (400 yen each; 3,200 yen for box of 8)
  • Acrylic keyholders (600 yen each; 4,800 yen for box of 8)
  • Large acrylic keyholder (1,200 yen)
  • Flat pouch (1,500 yen)
  • Cup (1,500 yen)
  • Deca acrylic stands (1,800 yen each)
  • Clear files (400 yen each)
  • B2 size tapestries (2,500 yen each)
  • Tote bag (2,000 yen)
  • Bonus postcards (Gifted with 2,000 yen of purchase)
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    Do you think if Erwin (and Levi )could have been able to settle down (like if everything ended/no titans anymore etc) he would have become a teacher? Do you have any headcanons about their possible life :D? I'd love to imagine them having a house,garden and a truly peaceful time

    In the early days of the fandom, there were so many lovely fics written about what Erwin and Levi’s life together might be like after the war ended, many of which featured them traveling together before retiring to a small house by the ocean.  Sadly, those fics became increasingly rare after chapter 84 😢  I’ve written one or two headcanons about what their lives might have been like (Travel, Every Second).

    If Erwin and Levi had survived the war and were lucky enough to enjoy a life of peace, prosperity and freedom, I can certainly imagine them travelling and exploring the wide world that had once been close to them.  Maybe once they tired of traveling they’d return to Paradis, to a small town on the coast where Levi could open his tea shop, and Erwin would take a job teaching at the local school, carrying on his father’s legacy, forever grateful that he is finally able to teach the children the truth of the world.  They’d live quiet, unremarkable lives for the most part, visited occasionally by the few veterans that survived the war, and making increasingly rare trips to Mitras for formal events.  I don’t think they’d ever forget the war; they’d both bear their scars and the burden of those that died for their freedom until their dying day.  But when Erwin sees the eager fresh-scrubbed faces of the children in his classroom every morning, he knows that all those lives weren’t sacrificed in vain, and he reminds himself that the best way to honour their sacrifice is to live life to the full, so that’s what he does, with Levi by his side. 


    Do you like to travel? How many places have you been to? *cough* imagine Eruris traveling the world 🥺

    To be honest I’m kinda done with travel.  I’ve done a lot of travel for work over the years (mostly Europe, North America, Australia, New Zealand, though I’ve also been to Cuba, Jordan and North Africa) and it becomes very tiresome very quickly.  Sadly travel tends to feel like a chore now.  There are a few places I haven’t been that I would like to visit; Japan, Iceland, Lebanon and Argentina are top of my list.  Also I never tire of visiting Paris.  And one of these days I’ll get round to doing a round the world trip to visit all the amazing fandom friends I’ve met over the years.

    I do love the idea of Erwin and Levi traveling together.  Erwin would be endlessly fascinated and delighted with every new experience and willing to cheerfully put up with any level of discomfort along the way.  He’s definitely the kind of person for whom the travelling would be just as important, as the destination, if not more so.  I also think Erwin would easily make friends while he’s travelling because he’s so curious open minded.  Levi on the other hand would grumble continually while travelling, he’d hate the smelly trains, shitty accommodation and weird food.  However he’d be a very useful person to travel with as he has an infallible sense of direction and has managed to safely get them out of all kinds of scrapes and dodgy situations.  And besides, no matter how much he grumbles, Erwin knows he loves it really from the way that his eyes light up, and he quietly murmurs “not bad I guess” when they see the neon lights of a new city, the panoramic view from the mountaintop, or the sun set scarlet over the ocean.  In those moments, Erwin thinks he would travel to the ends of the earth just to see that look on Levi’s face, every wonder pales in comparison.