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2022-09-23 14:02:05

    Ladies, please please please pay attention to your surrounding if you’re by yourself and getting out of a car!

    I was running a few errands today, using my dad’s car because he was working from home today, and I got out somewhere to go to an ATM to draw some money. When I got back to the car, I heard a group of men from across the road mention that “the Golf [my car] is leaving”. 

    As I was busy unlocking the door, one of the men start walking towards me, complimenting the car and my driving skills. To which I said thank you, because I’m being polite, right. But this guy straight up walks right to the driver’s side of the car where I got in and tried to carry on talking to me. But I locked the doors straight away and quickly turned on the car to drive away, not caring that the alarm in the car was still going (but my dad disconnected the horn so that it doesn’t make a blaring sound, but inside you can hear a ‘tic, tic, tic’ sound that’s the alarm. 

    I didn’t know if those guys where there when I arrived because I had other things on my mind. But I suspect that they were there, that they saw I was a women and alone and I don’t want to know what would have happened if I didn’t act as quickly as I did with driving away. I didn’t even take my bag off my back. 

    So, ladies, because I love you and I care so deeply for each and everyone of you, pay attention to your surrounding is you’re alone, when you get out of the car and when you’re walking alone and when you’re getting into your car. 

    And it breaks my heart and makes me sick that I have to say this because the femicide bullshit and sex trafficking and the need for women to be on guard when alone in public should be happening. We shouldn’t be acting like this. We should be able to feel safe when we’re alone in public. 

    WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO FEEL SAFE WHEN ALONE IN PUBLIC. PERIOD. 

    beloved-anorexia

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    annath1nsp0

    love u all, stay safe! 💛

    m1ss-wanna-d1e

    if you every just want someone to talk to or want advice I’m here. I don’t everything but I’ll try to help.

    If you are posting thinspo, meanspo or anything that actively motivates people to continue to fall down this rabbit hole mental illness, you are a pro ana acc. Does this mean I’m going to block you? No I have a mental illness and I’m going to stalk your account to trigger myself.

    P.S: if it’s just for yourself, there is an option to post it privately on here.

    pills-and-monsters

    hi so i already made a post about this on my other account but since that one was shadow banned and is no longer being used by me i thought maybe i should make a post on this account too?? idk i hate asking for help im so awkward

    bUt basically i am still homeless, ive been able to live at a local motel for the past couple weeks mainly on money donated by you lovely people and my CAS support worker and my BTG worker have been calling basically every homeless shelter there is (that id be able to get to by car, bus or train) every single morning to see if any of them have a bed for me and literally every day they have all been full, honestly things are looking pretty bleak for me right now since ive had to spend any money i have on motel rooms and necessities like food, water, shampoo, body wash etc.. i havent really been able to save up any money to put towards first and last to get a place with my boyfriend. i only get paid once a month from Ontario Works and since my worker found out im no longer living at my previous residence im now going to go from getting $733 a month to $343 a month, i am planning on applying for disability soon but the process to get approved for disability is insanely long and tedious so although that will definitely help me in the future, right now it doesnt help. the worst thing about all of this is that i had finally gotten clean and was on the fast track to get full custody of my 4 year old son back by september after fighting to regain custody of him for over 2 years but since i dont have a stable living situation obviously he isnt going to be able to come live with me like planned and im not really sure what that means for custody and court and everything and im just really scared to find out tbh. i only have enough money left in my account for one more night at the motel (its 100 dollars a night) and if my CAS support worker and my BTG worker call the shelters that morning and theyre all full i will literally have nowhere to sleep like not even a friends house or anything, im not allowed to stay at my dads at all bc of some CAS bullshit and i literally only have 2 friends that i talk to and they both live far away and have young children and it just wouldnt be possible for me to stay with them. ive been homeless on and off since i turned 16 and i have had to sleep behind mcdonalds buildings or in the bathrooms of 24 hour gas stations but i really really really do not want to have to do that again and im just really fucking scared and depressed and as much as i absolutely hate asking people for help im sucking it up and asking for help right now bc i really fucking need it. i know a ton of you guys have already donated so i just wanted to say i appreciate all the donations, support and love more than i can even put into words, literally i owe you all a piece of my soul!! im sO grateful and i love you all so so so much!!!!! thank you all sO much!!! 😭💗

    for donations;

    link to my paypal account is here

    (@/allyannboo)

    my email for e-transfers if you happen to live in canada is allyannw23@hotmail.com

    (we dont have cashapp or anything like that in canada so paypal or e-transfer are basically the only ways for me to receive donations)

    if youre not able to donate but still want to help sharing this post would be really great and id really appreciate it!!

    thank you x20000 and i love you!!!! 💓

    pills-and-monsters

    reblogging again to help boost it more bc if i dont somehow come up with $100 within the next 5 hours ill have to pack up all my stuff and leave the motel and i have literally nowhere to go