why do they treat us like that?
I grew up being depicted as a giant trash can full of garbage. Trash. Like I am not worth of being loved or wished by anybody, because my body is ugly.
The fat under my skin, concentrated on my belly, my neck, my sides and, the worst of all, in my titties has given me the image of a worthless piece of crap. People looked at me like I am disgusting just because I am fat.
How many times did I look on the mirror and started crying? How many times did I wish to break that reflective object in millions of pieces? How many times did I bathed myself in perfume because I thought I was disgusting and bad-smelling, even though I always smelled so good? How many times did I used coats just to not show the curves of my shitty body?
Why do people treat fat people like shit? Why do we do not deserve love? Why do they say we are disgusting and dirty?
What is wrong with my body? What is wrong with me?
It is just a FUCKING body. A round, shapeless, big-as-fuck body. A body whom everybody wants to fuck and cum all the night long. But still a body whom nobody wants to love.
Fat people are trash for them.
I am fat. And I can't deny that feeling anymore.