It took me a long time to get to this state. Comfortable with who I am. What I am. What I do. Why I do it. It takes a lot of soul searching. You don’t pick to be into a kink. Its kinda built into you.
A very long time ago i went to a therapist to get myself “fixed” and she basically told me the only thing that needed fixing was the fact that i wanted to be fixed.
I mention this because Currently i am undergoing a huge troll attack for being me. For being an ageplayer. Bizarrely not here but pretty much everywhere else I am online. Its okay ive been bullied before really its all nothing new other than the magnitude of the attack its all stuff ive seen before heard before been there done that got the tshirt.
Ill be fine because no matter what people say about me…im always going to continue being me. Its the only thing I can be. People dissapprove of what I chose to do with my life but its MY life. Im not living my life for anyone else. Sorry.
If you only have one life you should fill it as full as you can with happy things and I have soo many happy things in my life that life is actually pretty dang spectacular all because i stopped denying who i was and what i was into. I stopped trying to ignore the things i wanted and actually started to explore and express myself more.
So yep at the moment being me is a little tuff because of the random hate coming my way but ultimately i am soooo lucky to have soo many folk supporting me and being my friends and theyre all people ive met because of this fantastically awesome kink and i wouldnt swap being me for anything in the world.