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Diana | 23|Ro | https://caturnblog.wordpress.com/
Purple wasn’t one of my most favorite colors
until the sky showed me
that I’m wrong.
year of the ox
Love in the middle of Pandemic
Samuel Beckett, from The Complete Dramatic Works; Endgame,”
Lubbock Morning Avalanche, Texas, January 2, 1952
I feel completely dead inside right now. Not just dead inside in the sense of having no emotions, but dead inside in a way that seems like my entire mind body and soul have given up. I feel like I’ve been fighting so much and for so long and I simply don’t have the energy or motivation or hope or willpower to carry on. Frankly right now I couldn’t even kill myself because I simply can’t be bothered. It feels like every spark I had has gone out and all I want to do is stare out the window or sleep.