what was your first intercation with diapers as a "adult"

My first interaction was an aww so cute adult diaper ( I reblogged some of my very first diaper pics ever posted below) if we’re not counting pull ups beforehand for a few months while I kept denying how much I wanted to wear diapers 😅. I ordered them after my 19th birthday, my ex said diapers were a hard limit so right after we broke up I ordered them. They felt so much bigger than I had imagined getting to really hold them and feel one on myself. Beforehand it’s all just built up in your head through photos and videos so it felt surreal and kind of hits you hard that you’re into diapers to the point of really wearing them?