no matter how much you want to secure a memory in your mind, sometimes it just keeps slipping away..
i used to be so afraid of starting. starting a project, a hobby, just anything. it kills me to know the what ifs.
what if it doesn’t turn out the way i wanted to? what if i ruin it? what if i look stupid doing it? what if i fail?
lol im wasting so much time, getting ahead of my thoughts. i guess now, i’ll have to just start with starting. the hell with it.
some days, i watched the clouds be drenched in sunshine, some other days, it’d be filled with gloom, heavy and blue. i watched as the cloud drifts into singularity, i watched it when it binds seamlessly with the sky.
sometimes its difficult to understand why i am still here, thriving; despite the given uncertainties of the world.
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don't get too close; i'll turn you into poetry.
aaaaa i miss writing.
i found myself coming back here. i've missed u tumblr :)
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hugs.
I never knew I needed to be held.
first day of being twenty.
wow
it still hasn't sink in, that i'm transitioning into a young adult.
im scared but, im ready for whatever shit life throws :]
badly in need of a soulful connection.
-Lang Leav
It’s not that we have hope — we shelter it.
John Berger, From A to X: A Story in Letters
René Wiley/Fire in the Sky//René Wiley/Turquoise House//Jennifer McChristian/Versailles Launderette//Tibor Naggy/A Red Glimpse//Matthew Snowden/A Crashing Wave//Chin h Shin/Rainy day Walkers//René Wiley//Before Breakfast//Chin h Shin/Winter Reflection//Michael O'Toole/Road to Charlevoix
love
hardfeelingsloveI only have 12 days to savor.
12 days before the thought of being an adult finally seeps in. No more of the word "teen"
Why do I always complicate the idea of having to go into another year, where I'm not getting any younger? hay drama :/
She could have fallen in love again, like a frozen lake submitting itself to get thawed by a kiss of tender sunlight.
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I hate my homeland sometimes. Some days, I'd be filled with patriotism, and some days, all I have is anger building up inside of me. Corruption, Incompetency, and Ignorance (pretty much anything encompassing bad governance) I am tired of seeing the government, failing its people.
My only hope lies in the election of 2022. #oust30
I need to stop the urge to escape every. single. damn. time
I miss seeing your fragile wings.