no matter how much you want to secure a memory in your mind, sometimes it just keeps slipping away..
no matter how much you want to secure a memory in your mind, sometimes it just keeps slipping away..
i used to be so afraid of starting. starting a project, a hobby, just anything. it kills me to know the what ifs.
what if it doesn’t turn out the way i wanted to? what if i ruin it? what if i look stupid doing it? what if i fail?
lol im wasting so much time, getting ahead of my thoughts. i guess now, i’ll have to just start with starting. the hell with it.
some days, i watched the clouds be drenched in sunshine, some other days, it’d be filled with gloom, heavy and blue. i watched as the cloud drifts into singularity, i watched it when it binds seamlessly with the sky.
sometimes its difficult to understand why i am still here, thriving; despite the given uncertainties of the world.
don't get too close; i'll turn you into poetry.
aaaaa i miss writing.
i found myself coming back here. i've missed u tumblr :)
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hugs.
I never knew I needed to be held.
first day of being twenty.
wow
it still hasn't sink in, that i'm transitioning into a young adult.
im scared but, im ready for whatever shit life throws :]
badly in need of a soulful connection.
-Lang Leav
It’s not that we have hope — we shelter it.
John Berger, From A to X: A Story in Letters
René Wiley/Fire in the Sky//René Wiley/Turquoise House//Jennifer McChristian/Versailles Launderette//Tibor Naggy/A Red Glimpse//Matthew Snowden/A Crashing Wave//Chin h Shin/Rainy day Walkers//René Wiley//Before Breakfast//Chin h Shin/Winter Reflection//Michael O'Toole/Road to Charlevoix
I only have 12 days to savor.
12 days before the thought of being an adult finally seeps in. No more of the word "teen"
Why do I always complicate the idea of having to go into another year, where I'm not getting any younger? hay drama :/
She could have fallen in love again, like a frozen lake submitting itself to get thawed by a kiss of tender sunlight.
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I hate my homeland sometimes. Some days, I'd be filled with patriotism, and some days, all I have is anger building up inside of me. Corruption, Incompetency, and Ignorance (pretty much anything encompassing bad governance) I am tired of seeing the government, failing its people.
My only hope lies in the election of 2022. #oust30
I need to stop the urge to escape every. single. damn. time
I miss seeing your fragile wings.